Game of Thrones finale: Dumb, boring episode caps thrilling series — Read on http://www.google.com/amp/s/ftw.usatoday.com/2019/05/game-of-thrones-finale-bad-boring-stop-making-tv-like-this/amp I have invested a decade of my life into the glorious fantasy world that WAS The Game of Thrones. Today I am asking myself for what? I know it wasn’t for the enormous pile of incompetent shit that will forever tarnish … Continue reading Are You Serious??
I had a meltdown last weekend. The very worst one ever. This particular meltdown sucked me pretty far down the rabbit hole, much deeper than I’ve ever been. I had thoughts about self harm, which has NEVER even crossed my crazy, conflicted mind. One can only be so crazy and be called so many ugly … Continue reading Meltdown Mania
Push and pull. It’s like the children’s game tug of war. A rope being pulled in both directions and at any time it could go one way or another. Unfortunately it’s not a game, it’s my illness. BPD. The words themselves fill your mind with uncertainty. Visualize standing at a border somewhere with one foot on either side, … Continue reading When Borderline Personality Disorder Is a Game of Tug of War
Those who fight monsters inevitably change. Because of all that I feel and have done, I’ve lost my innocence, and sometimes a tiny piece of my humanity with it. If I want to survive, sometimes I begin to adopt some of the same characteristics as the monster I fight but whatever it takes I will … Continue reading Those Who Fight Monsters
I’ve only been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) for a couple of years now, but I’ve known that the way I see love is very different than most for quite a while. Love and feelings are something I’ve struggled with since childhood. I feel everything strongly, give completely, love extremely. When I say I love … Continue reading Love Through the Eyes of Borderline Personality Disorder
I’m not ladylike enough. I swear to much. I act like I have a penis because I make the whack off motion far to often to not literally have one. I’m rude, crude and obnoxious. I am not a lady in any sense of the word. I turn some that are closest to me, stomachs. … Continue reading I’ve Been Told I Need To Be A Lot Less ME
Billy Mac at http://goodtobealivetoday.com/2019/02/12/3319/ has nominated me in the Tell the Story Challenge. It’s quite simple, look at a picture and tell its story. I was very skeptical and thinking that damn Billy. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love this funny, witty, brilliant man and his amazing blog. Normally, I never do these challenges … Continue reading Tell Your Story