Meltdown Mania

I had a meltdown last weekend. The very worst one ever. This particular meltdown sucked me pretty far down the rabbit hole, much deeper than I’ve ever been. I had thoughts about self harm, which has NEVER even crossed my crazy, conflicted mind. One can only be so crazy and be called so many ugly … Continue reading Meltdown Mania

Teenager Tsunami

I’ve been consumed in a tsunami of chaos recently. It is very hard to get acclimated to having a teenage girl in the house again. My biological daughter is 28, she moved near Campus at LSU at 18, so it’s been quiet for quite some time as far as young ladies in our household. I’m … Continue reading Teenager Tsunami

Love Through the Eyes of Borderline Personality Disorder

I’ve only been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) for a couple of years now, but I’ve known that the way I see love is very different than most for quite a while. Love and feelings are something I’ve struggled with since childhood. I feel everything strongly, give completely, love extremely. When I say I love … Continue reading Love Through the Eyes of Borderline Personality Disorder

The BPD Monster

Those who fight ANY kind of mental illness deserve a medal. My particular form of mental illness is Borderline Personality Disorder. It is up there with the mother of all CRAZIES! It has destroyed friendships, relationships; with my children, my family and essentially my whole life. If it were not for this wretched beast that … Continue reading The BPD Monster