Three Generations

Three Generations of chaos, trauma, but most importantly love. Like most all parents, I practically worship the ground my two beautiful big babies walk upon. Back when I was growing up the same could not be said for my brother and I. We were abused in every way one possibly could be abused except sexually. As I look at these pictures of my children who adore my parents (I’ve chosen to let them have their good memories of them without haunting them with mine) and I see how old and feeble my parents are becoming, somewhere along the way I lost my rage and need for revenge against them. Yes what happened all of those years ago was horrific and my brother and I still don’t know how we made it through adolescence in one piece, but I’ve lost the taste for that bloodlust to “get back at them.” It confuses me greatly but that’s how I now feel. At this point I’m just happy that three generations, well actually four with our newest add my gorgeous grandson are still alive to take these kinds of pics.

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  1. jim- says:

    Beautiful family. 🎯

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    1. Thank you, Jim, so much💕

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  2. You look too young to be a mum to such big kids!!

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    1. Why thank you!! It’s all of my swearing and my generally not giving a f*ck about things that stress me out. Or it could possibly be my meanness or sarcasm. Apparently that shit keeps you young😉💕

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      1. I must look thirteen then😂

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        1. Ha!! I knew you were my “crew” immediately!!! You had me at your first fuck word💕💕

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  3. What a beautiful family you have my dearest BB, It seems the universe is finally paying you back in a good way for all the cruelty and crap you went through. You must have an immense heart and be a very special person to allow your kids around them, good for you! many should take a leaf out of your book xxx love Lil xx

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  4. Liz says:

    It’s better for your heart not to hold onto their toxic shit. They can deal with it themselves – in this life or in the hereafter. Besides – we have plans of world domination that don’t involve dealing with the nutbags that shaped our anxieties.

    Damn, Girl – if you and your kids were any more gorgeous, you’d have to be movie stars! 💗💗💗

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    1. Thanks my beautiful, LaLaLiz!! You WOULD say that because you are so biased😊
      I do agree that whatever spectacular looks my children were genetically blessed with most certainly came from me…. not their father😂♥️😂

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      1. Liz says:

        I find the same with my kids. 😜😂😉

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        1. As you should!!! You’re GAWWW-geous!!!!

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